Diary of a Fan Girl

Dear Asshats who run MTV

Mon, 10 Sep 2007 03:43:31 GMT

I would like the last 2 hours of my life back ... that was the saddest,crappiest excuse for an "awards" show I have EVER seen.

You officially fail at life

no love

me

WOOHOO!

Wed, 04 Jul 2007 13:40:13 GMT

I'm alive!!

Mon, 02 Jul 2007 01:19:41 GMT

yes.. I know its been forever since I posted.. life threw a couple big curve balls and things are getting settled again...

The company I worked for decided to close our office down due to "needs of the business" (i.e we sent your jobs to Pakistan where people will do them for 2.00 and hour) and gave us 60 days notice. Was a lot of back and forthing.. trying to decide if I wanted to take some time off *as i was getting a pretty decent severnce package* or have something lined up right away. After a few weeks of this decided I would be better off finding something to go right into....would be nice to have some extra cash for things. did the monster.com thing..went to a couple job fairs..put in some applications.. and ended up getting hired as internet tech support rep (with real good chance of higher position in the short future* for a cable company. Its pretty cool so far..just a couple of down sides *longer commute to work..EARLY hours (i leave my house by a little after 5 am)* and some of the training is a bit..redundant..but I am enjoying myself. There is also a pretty sweet guy that has taken a bit of a liking too me so we will see where that goes :D

oh.. the punch line? The day I accepted this job.. i went back to work at my previous one and had an email sitting there asking if I would stay on an extra 60 days....

yeah..Big Business.. gotta love it..

In funner happenings.. I made it out to LA for C4. Was a BLAST!! Cant wait till C5..will soo be there!!

In line for opening ceremonies

opening ceremonies

ready for some fun!

at the SW Marathon.. all 6 movies..back to back.. in Hi Def/Lucas THX approved surround with a hall full of die hards.. YEEAA BABY!!!

getting my tattoo.....I'm officially the bad girl of the family now ya'll heh

I have actually found a couple new fandoms...and before you all think I have gone all goth on you its actually not what it appears like heh..

first is the Twilight series by Stephanie Meyer. AWESOME AWSOME books.. I have read Twilight at least a dozen times now *not counting when I just flip to my favorite parts of it heh* For those that dont know..its about a girl, Bella and her boyfriend Edward who is smart,sweet, sexy,..and just happens to be a 100 year old vampire *which kinda increases the sexy factor by.. infinity* Right now there are two books.. Twilight and New Moon.. the third in the series comes out August 7th..not soon enough!!

Then we have Blood Ties..or..more specifically , Henry..

*wipes drool from keybord*

This is my new favorite show. It has a kick ass heroine (Vicki) and the sexiest thing walking on two feet in TO *when Hayden isnt there of course;)* Henry Fitzroy....graphic novelist, totally hot for Vicki, ..and oh yea.. almost 500 year old Vampire (he is actually Henry, Duke of Richmond,son of Henry VIII) who *unlike Edward who doesn't feed on humans* feeds regularly and makes sure the..uh..main course.. enjoys it just as much as he does.. The show is actually really good.. lots of witty fun dialog ..major steamage between Vicks and Henry (though she wont give int o him..silly woman)..and cool monsters and demons and goodies every week for them to fight. Is on lifetime...a new "season" starts in Oct and hopefully alot more after that!

and finally.. Big Brother starts Thursday.. YEEEEEAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

*hugs to the f list*

Top of the morning to ya!

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 12:39:35 GMT

BIRTHDAY TIME!!!

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 12:15:30 GMT

for sexahlilthing

ohhh k

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 20:39:43 GMT

so mythicdove posted this bible quiz and for kicks thought I would take it

You know the Bible 77%!

Wow! You are truly a student of the Bible! Some of the questions were difficult, but they didn't slow you down! You know the books, the characters, the events . . . Very impressive!

Ultimate Bible Quiz
Create MySpace Quizzes

I havent opened a bible in years...that is crazy..in fact have in the last couple of years been reading alot of things that question what we know about the bible...but I guess what you learn as a child DOES stay with you

My Birthday wish

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 23:55:32 GMT

picking me up in

to take me

eating

with

before getting down to a whole lot of

HAPPY 2007!!!!!!!!

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 01:37:51 GMT

hope everyone had a good Xmas and Happy New Year :D

I havent posted in FOREVER..gonna try to remedy that now lol

seeing "Rent" on stage in 3 weeks!!

finally getting to see Hayden on screen again in not 1..not 2..but THREE new movies!!

The final book in the Harry Potter series

~~GeekFest~~Celebration 4!!!!

making Florida my second home this year...Shuttle launch, Bull Run..and hopefully meeting up with hskinn to get into some trouble *and watch Hayden have The Sexx on screen!*

hang out with mythicdove , maybe meet lastvisablerat, and visit sexahlilthing in toronto :D

Here's to a wonderful year! :D

TOO CUTE

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 02:23:58 GMT

I got this as an email....

Love comes in all sizes....

Your Friends will support you....

And respect your creativity for thinking outside the box...

They'll be there when you need a shoulder to lean on....

Or a great big hug....

A true friend takes interest in understanding what you're all about....

They see beyond the black and white to discover your true colors....

And accept you just the way you are... Even when you just wake up in the morning

So make your own kind of music....

Follow your heart wherever it takes you....

And when someone reaches out to you, Don't be afraid to love them back....

They may just be a friend for life....

Practice patience and tolerance.....

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave...
And impossible to forget!
Share this will all your unforgettable friends today....

sExY Meme

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 14:09:46 GMT

gak'd from asdv

List 10 Fictional Characters you would have sex with (in no particular order) and tag 5 people to do the same.

Anakin *Squee!*

Christian from Moulin Rouge .. I was made for lovin you baaby..

my top three Matthew McC characters.. Dr Steve(the wedding planner),Tripp(failure to launch) and Ben(how to lose a guy in 10 days)

Maverick..he IS dangerous!!

Jack Dawson...*sniff*

Bond...James Bond..

Wolverine..*grooowl*

Paging Dr McDreamy!

Micheal Knight *yeah.. i would sooo use him for his car*

Billy Quinn..He's the Boss Applesauce!!

tags everyone :D

Music Meme

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 15:49:42 GMT

gak'd from ayajedi

1. Baby Got Back - Sir Mixx-A-Lott
2. I'm Too Sexy - Right Said Fred
3. End Of The Road - Boys II Men
4. Move This - Technotronic
5. Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen (bigger hit as a reissue)
6. Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana
7. Save The Best For Last - Vanessa Williams
8. Come As You Are - Nirvana
9. Jump Around - House Of Pain
10. I Will Always Love You - Whitney Houston
11. Twilight Zone - 2 Unlimited
12. Mysterious Ways - U2
13. Boot Scootin' Boogie - Brooks & Dunn
14. November Rain - Guns N Roses
15. I'll Be There - Mariah Carey

16. Lithium - Nirvana
~~17. Rump Shaker - Wreckx-N-Effect~~
18. Masterpiece - Atlantic Starr
19. Achy Breaky Heart - Billy Ray Cyrus
20. Caribbean Blue - Enya
21. Baby Baby Baby - TLC
22. Finally - CeCe Peniston
23. Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough - Patty Smyth & Don Henley
24. Mr. Loverman - Shabba Ranks
25. If I Ever fall In Love - Shai
26. Don't Let The Sun Go Down On Me - Elton John & George Michael
27. To be With You - Mr. Big
~~28. Always Tomorrow - Gloria Estefan~~
29. Tears In Heaven - Eric Clapton*
30. The Hitman - AB Logic
31. One - U2
32. Give It Away - Red Hot Chili Peppers
33. Life Is A Highway - Tom Cochrane
34. Even Better Than The Real Thing - U2
35. Beauty and The Beast - Peabo Bryson & Celine Dion
36. Everybody'd Free (To Feel Good) - Rozalla
37. Trashy Women - Confederate Railroad
38. These Are Days - 10,000 Maniacs
39. Ain't 2 Proud 2 Beg - TLC
40. How Do You Talk To An Angel - The Heights
41. Sexy M.F. - Prince (& The New Power Generation)
42. Remember The Time - Michael Jackson
43. Layla (Unplugged) - Eric Clapton*
44. Jump! - The Movement
45. All 4 Love - Color Me Badd
~~46. Nothing Else Matters - Metallica~~
47. Under The Bridge - Red Hot Chili Peppers
48. Bang Bang - David Sanborn
49. Make It Happen - Mariah Carey
50. Little Miss Can't Be Wrong - The Spin Doctors
~~51. Can't Let Go - Mariah Carey~~
52. Right Now - Van Halen
53. Friday I'm In Love - The Cure
54. Scenerio - A Tribe Called Quest
~~55. Humpin' Around - Bobby Brown~~
56. Constant Craving - k.d. lang
57. My Lovin (You're Never Gonna Get It) - En Vogue
58. Hazard - Richard Marx
59. Damn I Wish I Was Your Lover - Sophie B. Hawkins
60. Am I The Same Girl - Swing Out Sister
61. Jump - Kris Kross
~~62. 57 Channels (and nothin' on) - Bruce Springsteen~~
63. This Used To Be My Playground - Madonna
~~64. Symphony of Destruction - Megadeth~~
65. I Love Your Smile - Shanice
66. I Wanna Rock - Luke
67. Free Your Mind - En Vogue
68. Keep It Comin' (Dance Till You Can't Dance No More) - C+C Music Factory
69. The One - Elton John
70. Galileo - Indigo Girls
71. Just Another Day - Jon Secada
72. Juice (know the ledge) - Eric B. & Rakim
73. Tennessee - Arrested Development
74. Take A Chance On Me - Erasure
75. Good Enough - Bobby Brown

*these are really good songs.. except I got burnt out on them after the 100 gazillionth time they were played that year..you could not turn the radio ON without hearing one of those

go here, select the year you turned 18 and bold the ones you liked...mark out the ones you didn't :)

Day after Turkey Day!

Sat, 25 Nov 2006 00:23:38 GMT

Everyone still full from all the turkey? :D

Yesterday was a different day for me. For the first time in 32 years I was alone for the holiday. I didn't have to be..and truth to tell there were some grumblings from the family way when I told them I wasnt coming, but I truly did need this break. 4 solid days off work.. 4 wonderful days to sleep in..relax..and recharge. I have enjoyed the first two :D

I cooked my own little feast yesterday..a small turkey breast, some yummy rolls...I even baked a pumpkin pie! instead of fighting traffic and trying to get everything together for 10-15 people I cooked for a couple hours..watched some football ....a nice long nap was enjoyed too.. then spent the evening watching my favorite tv shows.

I had thought about hitting the madness that was Black Friday..but when I watched the news and saw people were lining up at Walmart by 11 pm LAST NIGHT I decided to pass..spent the day taking a walk.. going for a bite of lunch ..did a holiday layout for LJ and am making plans to attack the christmas decorations tomorrow!

I am totally in the Christmas Spirit.. have my radio set on the offical "christmas station" here and have been just singing along.

and since everyone seems to be sharing the music.. here a some of my favorites for the holidays :D

Hey Santa-Carnie and Wendy Phillips

I believe there are angels among us-Alabama

Last Christmas-Wham

Gobble Gobble Gobble

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 13:14:07 GMT

my score...

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 02:38:45 GMT

since everyone on the F-List has done it :P

Goddess love me...

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 02:41:08 GMT

Factory Girl Trailor.....can I just say 2007 is gonna be a goood year......

OMFG

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 19:10:23 GMT

this is sex..that is all.....

bigger version here @ dh.net

color me impressed

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 04:32:25 GMT

saw the new Spiderman 3 trailor while watching Grey's Anatomy..this actually looks good..definate must see on the popcorn movie list next summer :D

Happy Birthday asdv!!

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 03:56:06 GMT

off with her head!

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 00:01:40 GMT

had all intents on being productive today..but got caught up in PBS's "Six Wives of Henry VIII"... actually learned a few new interesting facts about some of them.

Queen Catherine (of Aragon).. was prepared at first to use force (her nephew Holy roman Emperor Charles V) to remain Queen..and even after all he did to her..Catherine's dying wish was to see him again
Queen Anne (Boleyn)..allowed herself the benefits of beings Henry's mistress (power, clothes, BLING)...AND made him accept that they would not "be together" except as husband and wife.
Queen Jane ( Seymour)..she would have been the "third times the charm" for him.. was also more political then I had imagined..she tried in her way to bring Henry (and England) back to the Catholic faith
Queen Anne (of Cleves)..I must read more on this story...no other woman in history I dont think has ever gone from Queen Consort to "Sister of the King" in less than a year!
Queen Catherine (Howard)..she was his little midlife crisis wife...who it seems liked HER gentleman much younger (and in much better shape) than Henry was...
Queen Catherine (Parr)..she was the only real mother I think Henry's children had..Princess Elizabeth (I) actually lived with her after Henry died.. until Cathrine's new husband got caught seducing her..

OMFG

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 03:28:27 GMT

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this movie is gonna kill me

BOO!!

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 13:07:55 GMT

ICON POST

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 02:22:36 GMT

SO...I have seen the new icon fad every where..but never could get inspired to make one..until tonight... hehehe

free for good use :D

Most Hated

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 17:16:28 GMT

gak'd from lastvisiblerat

***MOST HATED***

FRUIT:i like them all actually

CANDY: anything sour

BEVERAGE: unsweetened tea

COLOR: gray..just blah

TOWN/CITY: Washington D.C

MOVIE: i dont watch a movie unless I am going to like it...

ASPECT OF INSTANT MESSENGER: spam IM's from people I dont know

ANIMAL: snakes

INSECT: the ones that arent dead

BIRD: the one that wakes me up every morning singing in the tree outside my window

SEASON: winter

AGE OF KIDS: when they think know everything

***WHAT ANNOYS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING WHEN***

DRIVING: women putting on their makeup on the way to work

TALKING ON THE PHONE: you reeeaaally dont want to get me started on this one

WATCHING TV OR MOVIES: Commercials

EATING IN RESTAURANTS: invisible waiters..except when its time for the check

GOING THROUGH DRIVE-THRUS:people who go with 8 different orders...to be paid 8 separate ways

YOU'RE AT THE MALL: parents who force their tired cranky toddler into "one last store" they have no intention of buying anything from

SLEEPING: having to wake up lol

SHOWERING: shaving my legs..and it takes forever to wash my hair!

YOU'RE AT THE BEACH: sand...cause its rough and coarse and gets everywhere ;P

YOU'RE AT THE GROCERY STORE: grandma moses doing her weekly shopping at 6 pm on a week night...

WHAT HOUSEHOLD CHORE DO YOU HATE THE MOST? dusting...dishes a close second lol

WHAT DO YOU THINK WOULD BE THE ABSOLUTE WORST WAY TO DIE? alone :(

WORST HABIT IN OTHERS? being a snob

WHAT IS YOUR WORST HABIT? laziness heh

WORST POPULAR SONG (PAST OR PRESENT): "Barbie Girl" by Aqua

WORST THING ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL: you know..from this distance..high school looks pretty good lol!

MOST IRRITATING THING ABOUT YOUR CAR: my lack of one?

TO BE Completely STEREOTYPICAL, WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE MOST ANNOYING THING ABOUT GIRLS?: deep down..we all really believe blondes like Paris Hilton DO have more fun

TO BE COMPLETELY STEREOTYPICAL, WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE MOST ANNOYING THING ABOUT GUYS?: they believe the fact they have a penis entitles them to be complete asshats at various points in their lives...and that we should forgive them for it

WHAT'S ANNOYING YOU TODAY? the guilt I am feeling for eating two dough nuts for breakfast *lol..sorry..today is a good day.. was the worst I could come up with heh*

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